Eeeey wuddup. I have "hacked" (aka asked for the password and got on to edit this box) this account. My target is this box. I HAVE COME FROM AFAR TO SODOMIZE THIS BOX AND LEAVE YOU WITH WHATEVER THE RESULT.
Anyway, the page you are on right now belongs to Twilight. She is a very sweet girl who accompanied me on our journey to becoming better artists. School has gotten in the way of our daily roleplays, but once we get into one, some weird crap ends up in our gallery. Apart from that, she has some very good art. You should give her a watch. ;3
-Rides stallion off into sunset-
Valentines Day, the day where you express your feelings to someone you love/care. The most romantic day of the year which will always come each year, everyone will be happy and full of joy cause they get gifts from their 'secret admirers'.
Well this Valentines Day for me will still be the same, lonely, depressing, boring. The hatred that builds up in my heart in the entire day as I watch my classmates recieve Valentine cards/ flowers, etc. As much as I hate saying Valentines Day but this is what this journal is about.
Each time when it gets near Valentines day I know Im going to be single for ever and Im going to die alone. I know it will happen since I've been bullied cause of my looks, so there is no chance Im going to find a man. All I have to do is keep up the brave face while my negativity rises.
I know you guys will say Im beautiful but I have to face facts, Im ugly, Im hideous and I will be alone for the rest of my life. I know this cause people wont work with me in Science, they don't ask me if I want to work with them, even a year ago I walked past sme boys and they said 'eeewwwww!!!'.
Sure, people say its not about looks, its about personality but thats bullshit, I see people go with the popular and beautiful people.
I know Valentines Day has a purpose but I think its a waste of time. I don't know why Im like this when Valentines Day comes, It might have been caused by bullying, I might be jealous? Im not sure but I wish one day I'll find a man who will love me for who I am (which is not gonna happen.).
I just want to feel that loving feeling again...