I just need to get this out of my head or Im gonna explode, I love my friends...I really do. I don't even know what Im gonna do without them, I'll probably go nuts and be sent in a mental institution...Right now Im having a hell of a day, I don't mind my friends going out with their other friends but if they hang around them like nearly a week Im gonna miss them ( very much ), I feel left out or sometimes they leave me just like my previous friends...

1) Vicky ( use to come round my house everyday and walk me to school but...now she doesn't anymore...she doesn't talk to me much like we use to... )
2) Lannia ( what ever her name is...we had so much fun and laughter...but she moved to another country and never came back..never.. )
3) Kieran  ( My first friend that is a boy, got bullied and left school, never seen him for yrs  and yrs, he was also my first kiss and first boyfriend.. B'//3 )
4) Tammara ( bestest friends but now we don't talk to eachother...much... )
5) Zaria ( Best friends as well, went to another school and never seen eachother again.. )
6) Jessica ( Had the bestest friendship at primary school, had sleepovers, swimming and laughters...now...she doesn't notice me anymore and I haven't seen her again... )
7) Dana ( I thought she was my friend but...actually...she used me as a friend.. )
8) ( loves to talk, have fun and everything, makes me laugh and I don't want her to leave me.. )
9) ( A cheerful, hyper and non stop laughing person that I can't lose, She makes me laugh my head off and cheers me up, up. )
10) ( a fangirl of anime, sometimes harsh to me but shes my best friend, tried to blind me with a paint brush before but I forgive her. Everytime she gives bruises I just don't care ( Sometimes ) )

These are my Best friends I have in Britain...I can't lose them...I can't, not even all of you on DA. When I came home today I went upstairs and cried, after that I have a head ache and now I need to calm down..

...Please don't leave me guys ;A;